The year before 2017 has been the worst year so far in my life. not because something bad have happened but because I have come to realize something. You cannot rely on someone else and hope that they will make you a better person or make you happy or at all make a change for yourself that you want. you have to do it on your own. I am in desperate need of a lot of changes in my life, because i cannot keep living like I do, I am longing for something more and better for myself. My mental health need a sort out as well as the rest of my health. But i need a support system as well that want all good for me and dont use me or make fun of me in a bad way behind my back. I need real people who I can talk with and trust. Most important I and everyone else who lives on planet earth needs other humans we can trust, someone to share information and have fun with. a person or a selection of persons that loves you as much as you love them. this is important. 2016 have been a year where I have found out a lot about myself or opened up to find out more about myself… I still love photography, filming and writing even though I tend to sometimes have pauses between every time I decide to take it up again.
structure is important, remember that Sandra. Stay open minded and be the best version of you that you can be. wear the things that you want to wear and feel good in, do the makeup in the colors that you want to and dont let anyone bring you down for it. You only live once and should not let people decide how you live it. you are the master of your own life. take you tablets, drink more water and eat more vegetables! yoga is good for you. school is the most boring thing, you can quit if you want to. But remember that if you do, you really have to find a job that makes you real money. youtube is a great community, if you ever feel sad,lonely or anything along those lines, you know what to do. Dont stop sharing whats on your mind, you feel better afterwards. Read more books. listen to music, it calms you down. Dont say yes when you want to say no. Think before you act. remember the happy moments of 2016 and learn from the bad, unhappy moments of 2016.
2017 please be better then 2016
Happy new year`s to the beautiful soul who actually read all this! I hope 2016 was a better year for you. I send you loads of positivity and love.